People aren’t recieving my messages excpet when I ask “did you get my last message…”.

Why does tumblr keep fucking up on me!!!

This isn’t the first time either…..

Same with the follower count thing!!

Tumblr is more broken then i thought… jeezus.

OK even on my personal blog, it says I have 15 followers when obviously I have 13….

WTF tumblr, -____-

I think my follower count is wrong (I’m sure im not the only one!!)

It says 947, but i counted the list (some were repeated on the every other page so I didn’t count those) so really I actually have 893 followers more or less………

But I’m ok with pretending I have more than I really do…. alright tumblr…. alright….

ALSOOO, when It says I gained a follower, it doesn’t always go up….

WTF TUMBLR.

AM I THE ONLY ONE EXPERIENCING THIS????

Glee made my cry….

So heartbreaking and real….

wtf glee.

Where did naturesenergy go???

If you are out there and you changed your name please message me!

I really liked your blog and now I don’t know who you are….

?

Everoyone seems so happy around me. What am I missing, what is wrong?

Blinded by Want and Killed by Beaty - by Gwen Chandler

Pray for the heartless man.
Jealousy is nothing less than
ones fear of abandonment and
sorrowful misery.

But I’m not one for regrets.
I‘m stressed, depressed but well dressed.
Live fast, and die young.
Just to die a beautiful corpse.

Useless body, no one will care.
Only existing to hold what we bare
inside; a soul… 
Inside… The body:
Decorated, damaged and cold
stripped bare and sold.

Self and mind
Abandoned and left behind.
beaten by a world unkind.

Mindless bodies.
Soulless cities.

I’m not one for regrets.
I‘m stressed, depressed but well dressed.
Live fast, and die young.
Just to die a beautiful corpse.

A social death born from constant lies.
Burning sweet diamonds into sweet eyes.
Your individuality goes bone deep.
Don’t let anyone tell you other wise.
everyone knows its not the end.
Just die a beautiful corpse, my friend.

The people you can’t live without, you learn you have to let go.
They wont be the last, though.
Love is a challenge, is it worth the fight?
There will always be better and prettier people, right?
But they will never be me.
I may seem confident
but no one can really see
 what hides the hatred I have for other parts of me.

Just once I’d like my life to be an 80’s movie.
It’s how I’ve always perceived myself to be.
With no regrets, and just be free.
A free soul with a used body.
Why can’t we?
Live fast, die young.
and die a beautiful corpse with me.

-Eternalmajesty

Do you like it? It can be a song too.

Sooo I wrote a poem…. could be a song maybe…

Should i post it?

Would you all read it?

Another stressing week….. -__-

Write 2 more pages right now for final

another peer edit….

wednesday spanish presentation

thursday psych essay due

wednesday english final page

bibliography due friday

Math review

math test on friday

camping trip this weekend.

Drinking on a wednesday night. bam.

With my girlfriend.

TEEHEE

Mmm my gf is realll good in bed. ;P

I really had to tell the world. hehe

I am androsexual…. I guess.

Androphilia or androsexuality describes sexual attraction to men or masculinity. 

If i were to conform and have a Label, this would be it.

It makes sense now! I know why I like girls short hair!

I like the masculine look OF short hair on a girl.

Not just ANY girl with short hair.

Yet at the same time I still am attracted to some men… just masculine men.

When it comes to genitals I have no idea…. I do not like vaginas or dicks… sooo

YEAH……

Lables oversimplify. I don’t conform to the norm.

“Giving a label over-simplifies the problem.”
“There is a name given for a set of symptoms.”
“If you tell someone they have a disorder or a problem they will start acting like it and you will see symptoms that you’ve never seen before.”

—Psychology Class
Teaching about psychiatric diagnoses…
Yet I take it personally and think about sexuality labels…..

I hear:
“Giving me a label over-simplifies love, and who I do and don’t like”
”Gay, straight or bi are names given for a set of gender(s) that one can be attracted to.”
”If I tell myself I’m gay or straight I might start acting and thinking like one and limiting myself to one gender and you’ll see me not being myself.”

And being bi is still to broad and oversimplifying when it is WAY more complicated than that…..

Daddy’s gunna buy me tickets to see Aerosmith in concert!! Eeee :D

Once they come near where I live.

He wins awesome dad points for not only raising his child to love awesome music like classic rock but for going even further and taking me to see one of my favorite classic rock bands live in concert.

Aerosmith was my dads first concert, he is passing the torch to me :)

I hope it works out and I can go!! Eeeeeeeee